i want my first to be golden
and although it's already paling
i keep telling myself
this will be the one
this will be the one
and i'm halfway there
when i want to turn and run back home
just to take that first step upon the stair
this will be the one
i don't want to oh but i do
and i want to oh but i don't
i'm just as scared and alone as you
but this is something i've got to do
myself myself myself myself
my first is always golden
star gazing from my safety zone
the possibilities are endlessness
but never here right now is my mind on
what a mighty fine foolish way
that i did spend today
dreaming all about tomorrow
to which i may never get to say hello
i don't want to oh but i do
and i want to oh but i don't
i'm just as scared and alone as you
but this is something i've got to do
myself myself myself myself
i'm looking for a way
to get out of my own way
it's out of my hands
it's out of my head
it's buried in my bones
deep in my DNA
looking for a way
to get out of my own way
abandoned by courage
deserted by logic
when you don't even know everything you thought you knew
but driven by instinct
somehow you just know the way
the way is the way is the way is the way is the way is ...
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